Last week on Thursday was another baby appointment. It went well and I measured a week ahead of what I was, I was only 3 days away but I'll take what I can get! I'm at 28 lbs gained which is still a number I can live with. I think the hardest part was hearing his heart beat, it's so hard to love him when I know I can't keep him but it's impossible not to. This weekend I met the family that I chose to adopt my baby. They are the perfect family. It's so hard to be this close to the end of all this. I just want to be done! The sooner that I can think of my baby in his new home with his big brother the better. Right now I still worry about the Ex changing his mind even though I really don't think he will. Once I can get through this I can truly move on and I'm excited I have ALOT of things going for me right now and I'm ready to be able to truly dive back into life as fully as I can. As of Monday I managed to pick up a bit of a head cold, and its just enough to make me tired and my throat is sooooo sore! Normally I just drug and vitamin myself up really good and I'm over it in like 3 days but I have to be alot more careful about what I take so this is probably going to be like this for a week or more, Bleh! I never get sick and I'm glad it's so inconvieniant haha.
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YOW-ZA... that's some basketball you got going on! I'm glad the visit with D&B went well. You'll always love this baby, you know. It's okay too because a child can't ever have too many people who love them, even in a situation like this. (((HUG)))
I dont think I ever told ya this, but Jeff's oldest sister, Jen, they adopted their first child. They got her at a couple weeks old, and now she is almost ten. She still talks to her birth mother, her birth mother calls her and will send her presents and sometimes write. She loves her parents very much and is okay with what her birth mother had to do.
I'm not trying to tell you what to do, or anything... I'm just saying that things work out you know, and that you are amazing and so strong. As you already know, a lot of people love you and support you!
Wow Kari how much longer?!!!! Oh by the way I'm gonna talk to my step mom about July... so should we plan for just the weekend, or like 4 days or something? :D let me know! Love ya! and I miss you!
PS You look great! Seriously!
Kari!... You look great!! I can't believe you are almost gonna have the baby boy. IT is crazy, seems like just the other day I heard you were pregnant...and I was still pregnant!... Ha.... lets do something!!
Let me know if you need anything :)
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