Friday, May 22, 2009

Better

Ok so yesterday was not good. But today I managed to chill out a bit if you will. I decided to go to the temple with my mom this evening. There is not a better way to calm your nerves or make you feel more peaceful. And I love seeing people I know there. Today I saw the guy that did my taxes in 2007, a 7th grade teacher, a lady who was in 39th ward with me and a lady I worked with at TJMaxx. It's so nice to see people that you know even if you aren't on 1st name standings with them, anyone I see and recognize at the temple makes me happy.

I think I have created a much better habbit of going to the temple throughout all that's happened. I was thinking about it today and I think I go 1-3 times every month. My goal is to go once but lately I just find myself there more, and it's been great. I have gone more in the last 5 months then I did the ENTIRE time I was married. It's really difficult to want to go by yourself when your married and the other person always finds something else to do. It's still not as fun going alone but I have learned to enjoy it in my own way and time.


I'm so thankful for the gospel it's the only thing that has kept me going besides my amazing family. I scanned the ensign of conference talks the other day and again I was just in awe of how ridiculously personal each of the messages were to me. There were only a couple of talks that didn't address somthing that I am going throuhg right now. I love the leaders that give the talks too, it's so amazing to feel their love for us. I have never been a very big fan of any celebrities or musicians but I have always wanted to meet the brethren in person. I saw president Monson last year at women's conference that was truly an amazing experience.


Thank you to all my friends and family again. I love you guys so much and you have been so great at being there for me, even if you don't live here. I just thought I would let you all know I'm doing much better after yesterday haha it's probably not good to write on my blog after I have a melt down but venting is a must somedays.

3 comments:

Hot Cookin' Mama said...

Whaat who did you see from TjMaxx?! I thought they were all gay?! Hahaha ;)

Cailey said...

You know Kari, I think its totally fine to write it, it really is a good way to vent! And figure things out as well. Sometimes its just good for you, especially if you dont have many people to vent to. And you know you can always talk to me ;)
Thats awesome that you;ve been going to the temple, very important for you. Kari I love you so much, and look up to you. You are an amazing woman, and I know for a fact that that I couldnt handle what you are going through.
Anyways... another positive thing to be thinking about, 1 month and 25 days untill we go to Vegas! :D he he he doesnt that sound exciting?!

Anonymous said...

It was someone they hired after you left. She was like 24 somthing 3 years ago. I don't even remember her name I just know she worked there right before I quite.

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