Violet's 2nd Month

Violet has completely woken up this last month. She smiled a couple of times during the last 2 weeks before her 2nd month birthday but not a lot and it was always kind of sneaky. The very last 2-3 days before she turned 2 months her smile became completely social and I could consistently get her to smile at me. This month had a lot of REALITY in it. No family, no trips and a lot of naps at the house. Her older sibs were going crazy, but this mom had to adjust. It is sooooo hard to deal with my other kiddos *cough, Macy, cough* when I have such a tiny sweet baby around!!

She sleeps at least 6 hours a night if not more, she is such an angel baby! 

Davie is obsessed with her. He's not UN-gentle but he isn't careful enough and tends to jostle her more that I like. 

When she gets chunkier it won't be so bad

Sometimes (ALL the time) I feel bad for her because ALL of us are all SO incredibly loud all the time. Between her brother and sister and me talking to her brother and sister there's not a lot of peace and quiet. Thankfully Violet doesn't seem to mind.

Squish, she tends to just kind of hang out where she is put and usually falls asleep anywhere during the day.

I look tired in this picture, but I promise life has been pretty darn great!

Violet is so easy going thus far that I have to remind myself that she has a personality but that personality is just different than her siblings. With Macy I didn't realize her demanding "food now!" attitude was a reflection of what life is going to be like as she got older. 

Wait... I changed my mind, I don't want to hold her anymore.

Davie was less demanding but it still was fairly easy for him to start crying when he was a baby. Violet takes a lot longer to get herself into a tizzy. I tease with David that she tends to baulk and grunt more than cry when she is unhappy or hungry. I can't say for sure just yet, my answer will come once Violet gets mobile. The age of mobility is when Davie and Macy made it crystal clear they were going not going to miss anything... EVER.

Our Hot pink burrito 

Violet is my second baby to refuse to take a binky (I was so sad about that). I don't know what it is about those sweet little binky faces, but I was so hoping she would take one! She is also my least dependent on swaddling. Davie was the most for almost 18 months, then Macy for about 9-12 months and Violet already sleeps un-swaddled.... for the whole night! I still swaddle her, but if she gets out I don't worry. She is still great at diaper changes. Seriously, this baby loves a fresh diaper! Which is incredibly foreign to me since both her siblings HATED that.

The first of MANY matching outfits.

We potty trained Macy this month so now Violet is the only bum I'm changing! Hurray! Turns out newborn/ little baby diapers aren't that bad. 

Snuggles

This was shortly after I moved her straps on her carseat up. Look at that hair! Everyone comments on it. Especially out in public and even more so when/if they see Davie and Macy's blonde little heads of hair. It's funny because she looks a lot like Davie did, only he lost his hair around 3/4 months. I think Violet has managed to keep hers thicker and darker for about a month longer already.

The only exception to her sweet easy going self seems to be in the evenings when she struggles with bubbles in her tummy. I'm not sure what it is about my girls but they both have struggled with that. I think Violet is possibly affected by my caffeine intake, which is not a lot to start with, so I've tried my best to just not drink any. I'm still on the fence as to whether or not dairy bugs her. If it is dairy I really think it's just ice cream. But based on all I have read and David's thoughts on the subject it's incredibly hard to prove that, so who knows.

She's pretty patient with me, but she does tend to be more fussy with David. He teases on a daily basis that Violet doesn't like him. Which is kind of true. 

Violet finally got too big for her newborn clothes this month and has been wearing mostly size 1 diapers. But she wore both about 2-3 weeks longer than Davie or Macy. Like I've said before she's just our delicate little flower. 

The End

Macy, Macy

I was looking on my blog this last week and in the topics section I noticed that Davie's name is about twice the size of Macy's. At first, this made me feel bad because I know I have blogged so little since Macy was born and we finished school. After I thought about it for a while I realized that Davie has been around for two more years than Macy so it's probably not nearly as bad as I think. All the same I am more than willing to admit that I haven't documented her as well, at least on this blog. 

After this last week I feel it necessary to have a blog post about Little Miss Macy. Have I said she's a sass yet? Yeah she's a sass. This last week, Tuesday especially, Macy was literally trying to BREAK me. I can think of no better way to say it. Of course Tuesday was our anniversary so maybe she was just trying to wish us a happy anniversary in her own awful little way.

Macy has for quite some time been the most excellent little trouble maker around. From day one she had great motor skills, yes as a newborn. I literally just do not know how to describe her. I often find myself trying to decide why she is so difficult, but she truly knows how to get into everything, at any and every second, every turn all the time.

For example last September, she climbed out of her crib.... she was barely 18 months. All these toddler abilities for the most part are simply annoying and makes my daily little chores, like basic cleaning, difficult, but there are other times where it is a disaster.

She was running at Lowe's and wasn't looking forward, then she turned around and smacked into the edge of a long piece of gutter (like for the roof). This, injuries at Lowe's, has happened several times. Mostly falling because she was running too fast, but there have been several inattentive runs that have ended in her smashing her head/face into something. Ouch!

 Like drinks, she always seems to know where liquids are, she always seems to be thirsty AND about 90% of the time she spills said liquid everywhere. Sometimes on purpose. Regardless of whether everyone in the whole house is yelling "No Macy! Wait let us help you, you will spill!!" Just this morning in the time it took for me to pick Violet up (because she was crying) Macy had spill 80% of the contents of her cereal bowl. That was most likely on purpose.

It's frustrating because she's so adorable and I love her so much. All you moms know exactly I'm talking about SOOO much it almost hurts. Then she turns around and blatantly ignores everything I say. Repeatedly. I've definitely struggled with trying not to yell. I wish I could say I have it under control but between Davie and Macy someone's always in trouble. And no one listens when I talk in a normal voice. Mom life all the way.

Macy is probably the quintessential second child. A couple of weeks ago I remember looking outside while Davie and Macy were playing. Davie was messing with some sort of bug on the sidewalk and Macy came up behind him with a sand shovel in her hand. 

She tapped Davey on the head with the shovel and he didn't react then she did it again and again and again harder each time until Davie finally started crying. I really try my best to not get in the middle of every fight because I don't feel like that's realistic but also because there are so many of them at this age. I do genuinely feel bad for Davie because Macy is so rough and he really is a very good brother most of the time.

 He definitely instigates plenty, but Macy has bugging him down to an art. I can't remember which one of my parents said this but it's totally true Macy is a tormentor. I love her to death and she can be sweet as candy but she definitely struggles. What can I say?? Macy IS two.

Macy has been slow to talk not because she doesn't have the skills. She just straight up doesn't want to and for the longest time she had a very small vocabulary and most of it was commands like, go, stop, no, mine, shush, etc. A couple months ago she started adding animal noises as the animal names so instead of cat she would say meow instead of cow it's was moo. I think my favorite of all these sound titles is her little mermaid doll she sleeps with and all the little Ariel figurines she has. We've tried in vain to tell her it's Ariel or the little mermaid but she insist on calling it her ah-ahhh-ah (just like the little song Ariel sings when she gives her Voice away).

Macy and Ah-ah-ah

 Just a hot mess

Another thing she's been big on is frozen, not because we have encouraged it, she just decided she liked it one day. Macy always called Anna and Elsa- Anna. We couldn't get her to say Elsa, we knew she could but she would not until this last week she finally decided to say it! A couple of months ago I had bought her a pair of pajamas that had Elsa on it in hopes of bribing her into saying Elsa's name. Total no go. Then this last week I made a pudding cake and I got her to say Elsa without even fighting. It's funny because I had heard her kind of say it before I knew she could say "El" and I knew she could say "sah" but I could not get her to saw them together. It sounds a little more like El-tha but I'm just glad she is trying. She has since lived the last 4 days her new Elsa pajamas.

I definitely think the last week or so she's gained more confidence in her speech. David is the one who mentioned it first, and I agree, but I definitely think Macy gets self-conscious about not being able to say things correctly and then she won't try.

Now that we have a baby in the house she's always caring for her babies carting dolls or stuffed animals around, putting them down for nap and singing to them. I was a little worried she might be jealous just because she was more of a mommy's girl to start with but she's done really great since Violet arrived. I've been very impressed with both of my kids both times. They are great helpers.

She was always been our eater but has since traded that in for being a persnickety little two-year-old. Food staples like bananas, apples, strawberries, bread rice, chicken, tacos (you name it) are suddenly something she will no longer eat. Or she eats like a bird.

Macy loves books and hasn't really ruined any. She's gotten a lot better at snuggling, loves candy of all kinds, still working on potty training (not quite ready yet), has a funny OCD type way of cleaning occasionally (mainly wiping herself or other objects down with baby wipes).

She gets in these silly moods that put us all in stitches, usually its because she makes the funniest faces. She might be a stinker but she is ours and we love her to pieces!

Violet is 1 month!

It's cliche and I say it every time, but it seriously goes by so fast! What is even more of a let down is that in my opinion it goes by faster every time. I am OBSESSED with my newborns. I just love them to death. I've had some great new babies though and have never been too sleep deprived.

What can I say about Violet's first month? It was mainly full of visitors. They came about a day after I returned from the hospital and they left 3 days before Violet turned a month. That makes having a newborn easier too :) I love our families for it!!

So far with all of my babies I have been lucky enough to have family at our house for almost 30 days afterwards. This time was no different. My family came for about two weeks then David's family came for about two more weeks. By the time everyone left Violet was only a couple of days away from being a month old.

What can I say about Violet? She was my smallest baby and even though she had a good suckle when I would try to feed her she wasn't a good eater. I think it was because of her slightly early arrival (four days) and being so small. It took her forever to want to latch (she loved to bob around a lot) and then by the time she did she would basically fall asleep within a minute. It was kind of like oh you're warm and soft and smell good.... Zzzzz. And while she was utterly adorable, teeny tiny and like all new mom's I loved that sleep, she definitely made me nervous!

pretty sleeping baby

Violet really only ate once at the hospital. Davie wasn't a whole lot bigger but he was much better at letting me know when he needed to be fed (pretty much every 3-4 hours). With Violet I had to set an alarm, un-swaddle her, undress her, changer her and she still wouldn't necessarily be awake. I remember one night in particular it took me a good 45 minutes to get her to wake up and the it took her over an hour to eat because she kept falling asleep. That was probably the toughest part. She started at 6lbs and lost a whole pound before she started gaining! That definitely made this mama super nervous!! I was (and still am) much more diligent about making sure she doesn't go very long between feedings.

The plus side was that she was so tiny and snuggly and just beautiful. The more babies I have the more I fall in love with them. I LOVE newborns. Like Love, love looooveeee!!! I've been very blessed and I'm thankful for how sweet and easy going all three of mine were their first couple of months. I do a lot of nursing, sitting and cuddling while watching tv after my babies. It's the best. Also on a completely unrelated topic any Netflix or Hulu suggestions would be great right now ;)

At her one month appointment she was 7'11. To put that in perspective that's what I weighed at birth! Haha I was quite a bit bigger. As of her 1st month birthday she was still in newborn clothes and diapers. I'm thankful that Violet was my 3rd time around in the nursing department because I already knew what I was doing and she did not. It was completely different than Macy, who was practically a pro from day one. Had she been my first I probably would've struggled a lot more and maybe even given her formula or a bottle.

 Violet was born on a Wednesday we came home on Saturday and by Sunday she was literally giving me anxiety. She had several wet diaper but just the tiniest bit wet and no bowel movements since the hospital. Sunday (after she was blessed) night before bed David changed her and she let it all out!

He had to message her tummy a little and push her knees up and down to help her out. It was still meconium so I think between her not totally catching on to eating yet and it being thick it was more energy than she had in her tiny 5 pound self to get it out. However after that it was a complete 180 in her diapers and eating habits and I was finally able to relax! I aways wanted to have little babies, but when they struggle with eating AND they are little it makes a mommy anxious REALLY fast! If she hadn't started eating better that night I had planned on giving her a bottle. It was a tense situation for sure with a happy ending.

Violet likes to be held. Sometimes she will fuss and stop immediately after you pick her up. She doesn't really take a binky. She is still a champion sleeper and gives me a solid 4-5 hour stretch almost every night. Violet also likes to be fresh. I've never had baby that liked getting their diaper changed, but she does. If she starts to cry and I pick her up to change her she stops. Even if she is hungry she will patiently wait for me to change her. While I'm changing her I can tell she's like "ah, that feels better". There were many times that first month after I brought her home that I would lean over to pick her up and she would look right at me. She wouldn't smile, but she would give me this happy knowing look. It was so loving and adorable.

That is a pretty small baby doll Violet is sitting next to.
It was her way of telling me she was happy to see me. Made my heart melt. None of my newborns have ever acknowledged me like that before so it was pretty special. The first night we brought her home Davie wanted to hold her and she started fussing so I took her back and she immediately stopped crying. Made this mom feel pretty good. Violet is such a sweet little baby. 

A Violet by any other name...

David and I debated over this little girl's name for months. Weirdly enough David and I have picked out all of our kids names way in advance (before we were married), but for some reason none of those names seemed right to me this time. We found out she was a she way back in December and I immediately started questioning the name we had previously picked out, which was PollyAnna. Polly was a family name on both sides 4 generations back and Anna was all over the chart everywhere haha. After looking over both of our family charts we both concluded that our families, for the most part, had very little creativity. Even to the point of naming several children the same name in the same family. This was usually because a child passed away, but still! The variety I was hoping to find was already found in the names we had previously agreed on.

There were lots of reasons we started to change our minds. Polly had the same ending sound as Davie and Macy (while its cute I'm not into having all my kids have similar sounding names or first letters etc), David didn't want Polly to be her nickname, which it most likely would have been, and the addition of a sister in law named Anna since we had originally picked it. David wanted to just use the next girl name on our list, but I hadn't been planning on using that name yet so it didn't feel right to me or seem to fit.

Shortly after we found out we were having a girl, I fell in love with the name Violet. It's a name I had always liked, but had never really considered. I had a tough time committing to the name Violet at first because it didn't fit our usual naming ritual. I have always loved older simpler names. Easy to say, no guess work easy to spell etc and as I got older I wanted our children's names to have lots of meaning, so I fell in love with using family names. Growing up I got called Car- E alllll the time. It wasn't my parents fault that the early 90's introduced this new way to say Kari and they were definitely thinking about me when they spelt it. My maiden name was Christiansen, that's 12 letters! They wanted to pick the easiest and shortest spelling for my name that they could. 

The only problem is Kari isn't that common and I don't know if I've ever had someone spell it right on the first try. Because of this I wanted my kids to have an easier time, so we've picked older names. I also didn't want the names to be too popular, David being the only exception. David will probably always be a little popular but when your kid is David 5th you can't really argue with that!

Anyways, David's first reaction to my liking Violet was to tease "is this because your favorite color is purple?". I laughed because I hadn't even thought of (which surprised me I usually think of those kinds of details) but once I had I loved Violet even more! Purple, lavender, and/or Violet have been my favorite colors for almost 20 years. Also cousin Violet on Downton Abbey is awesome ;) I absolutely love her character and how she is actually OLD school. I have a friend in the ward who was due a day before me who liked the name, and I didn't want to pick a name that was too popular (especially in the same Ward). 

Then David basically refused to truly weigh in at that time and didn't until about 4 or 5 weeks before Violet was born! Big stinker. In the meantime I poured over more baby name websites then I knew existed and our family history chart like I never had before. And while I found lots and LOTS of names I liked, however none of them stuck out or fit. There were also tons of family names I liked that are already currently in use on both sides of our families.

Maybe this sounds bad but her name is also the first and only baby name I have ever prayed about. With Davie and Macy, I just KNEW it was right, the family connections were just wonderful. Their names were perfectly planned no endless searching or arguing. None. David and I had a list of about 4 Boy names and 4 girl names (in a seniority order) completely planned way before their conception and I never questioned it.

About 2 or 3 weeks before she was born, we decided to do something we had never done before, wait until she arrived before we truly decided! That was more cautionary than anything, I had been consistently calling her Violet since mid March, haha and my sister in law and mom had been since December (they let me know their votes early). Needless to say I was both glad and relieved when she finally arrived. Violet is perfect for her. In the end I liked our little naming journey, even though it completely threw me off guard and was a little stressful. Violet may be baby #3 but she definitely has her own little story. 

Violet truly is our delicate little flower. She beat Davie's smallest baby record by almost a whole pound! Her tiny little fingers and toes are just adorable. 

Violet also seems easier to calm and soothe so far, she doesn't full on cry most of the time and usually if I pick her up she stops. Even if I'm only picking her up to change her. Davie and Macy were definitely never better once I started to change them. In fact for Davie diaper changes (especially the first of the day) were his daily crying sessions for probably over a year. I would also say that Violet is a little more snuggly, it's nice to feel like she needs me. When Macy would cry only food would help, when Violet cries Davie and Macy can just talk to her and sometimes she will stop. It's those short little moments as a parent that make a mom so happy! Violet has even stopped a full on cry to listen to Macy sing her version of "Twinkle twinkle little star". Which is Macy singing the words "uppa, uppa high" over and over again. 

All these little things make me think that maybe, just MAYBE, she will be our Vanilla baby. Also to clarify, by Vanilla I mainly mean temperament. She can be as sassy as she likes as long as she is more laid back than Davie or Macy :)